Toxic Traits

Is it because I laugh too hard

I give more than what i can get

Is it because I have the ability not to be the pessimistic one

It's funny how love can make you romanticize

Turning a slight glance at you into something so sublime

I was blinded by trust

How did I not see your narcissistic self

If our souls were meant to intertwine why are you still on the loose

Once again I ask this because I'm too toxic

Not for you but for me

I can't just let things be

Instead I want to force an us

A YOU and I

Yet you killed the enemy

You murdered the passion and desire I had for 'we'

This is too toxic

Not for you but for me